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Ladyhawke on coping with anxiety: 'I would get drunk on stage to hide it'

Ladyhawke, real name Pip Brown, has revealed that she drank on stage to mask her struggles with anxiety. 

Recalling one particularly bad hangover, she told The Guardian newspaper that it was a turning point and she felt 'disgusted' with herself:

“It was like I had an out-of-body experience. I saw myself and couldn’t believe what I’d become. I felt disgusted, like: ‘What the fuck am I doing?’"

"I’d made my career come to a grinding halt because I was not doing anything; I was wallowing in my own shit and I was drinking too much, and I felt so bad. I felt the worst hangover coupled with depression and aching and felt horrible. Bloated and disgusting like a pig. I just remember lying there like a sweaty, pasty mess.”

She went onto add that her diagnosis of Asperger's made being on stage quite uncomfortable, so she would have a few drinks to take the edge off:

"I was always quite drunk on stage, and I used to go quite hard and rock out. That was my way of hiding it. It became a crutch for me – I was dependent on my guitar. Unhealthily so. I would never put it down. It was always there and it almost became a symbol for my stage anxiety.”

Her brand new album, entitled 'Wild Things', is out now on Mid Century Records. 

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