'I Do Not Hook Up' superstar Kelly Clarkson admitted that trying on wedding dresses was far from the fairy tale experience she thought it would be.

The songstress is engaged to be married to boyfriend of one year Brandon Blackstock and told People magazine that going shopping for the perfect gown highlighted how busy she had been and ended up making her emotional and sad:

"I was in the changing room, and I looked at my armpits, and I was like, 'Are you kidding me? I look like a cave woman!' And then I took my pants off, and I was like, 'Oh my god, my legs match!' My nails looked like a hot mess; my eyebrows looked like bushes. I was so not a girl."

"I started tearing up because I'm like, 'This is not me. I'm usually not this gross. I'm just so busy!' And then on top of that, my friend got incredibly ill, like in the movie Bridesmaids. She's like, 'We are totally not going to get asked back here.'"

Despite the initial setbacks, Clarkson confessed that she found her dream dress and it will probably surprise people: "(It's) my personality in a dress. It's sweetly damaged. A little rock and roll. A little tattered. Nothing like a princess dress."